On last Monday, I tried to wake you up about your usual wake up time but you slept later than you usually did the night before so I guess you were still sleepy. So then you were already talking to me but your eyes were still closed - so you asked me "Ma, can you fix my eyes?" hahahaha I guess you didn't understand why you are still sleepy. So cute :)
The Sunday before that we had lunch at Chu Chom's house. You were pretty much enjoying your time ith Abang Afiq as always laughing away when suddenly you told him "I'm getting dizzy from all this laughing!" Pandainye komen anak mama ni.
Then there was a time just before August 2011. On that particular day you wanted me to play with you as always but lately Mama's been so busy and pre-occupied with so many things, so as you were walking up the stairs I heard you saying this - most probably you were talking to yourself but was intending for me to hear you at the same time.
"I always want to play with you but you are always so busy. All you do is work, work, work."
I was dumb strucked by that remark because here I was a full time mom at home, ready and available 24 hours a day and yet what you just said was so true. I didn't have time to play with you anymore. I must improve on that I know. I'm so sorry dear.
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