Saturday, November 28, 2015

Swimming with the glow in the dark plankton



I recently read that Readers' Digest asked its readers "what was the most daring thing you have ever done?" Well, for me it had to be giving birth but coming a close second would be the the time we went night snorkeling with glow in the dark plankton. This is not to say both events are in the same category but that plankton thingie was by far one of the scariest thing I have ever done after giving birth to Arwen.

First of all it was pitch black and the place where the plankton were at was right next to the huge rock formations that was in the middle of the deep ocean. It was pitch black, dark, scary deep ocean and i had to take off my glasses ( cant go snorkeling with glasses on!) so i was almost as blind as a bat! I remember sitting at the top of the ladder at the side of this small longtail boat and looking down into the deep dark ocean and thinking "oh dear, oh dear, oh dear what am i doing?" And then i just plunged into the darkness of the ocean. That was scary.

After that, i would have to say it was the most magical experience i have ever had in a very long time. Because when we moved around and shook our hands, the plankton just lit up! It was magical and mind boggling and crazy and amazing all at the same time. You can feel them bump into your hands and face and it was just magical! 

There were no pictures of that time because frankly it was quite hard to photograph the experience. The pictures above were taken from krabiactivities.com and railaylastbar.com just for record sakes but no picture was necessary as that had to be the most memorable and daring thing I had ever done. 

Friday, October 23, 2015

Arwen's 10th Birthday!!

21 October 2015. My baby is 10 years old!! My how time flies. I sometimes wish that you could remain small forever but that would be wrong. I love you sweetheart- to infinity and beyond.

My beloved Arwen Ayesha.

the part where you threw up on everything is so very true. :)

This year's birthday theme is Star Wars!

I baked muffins for you as your birthday was on a Wednesday and a haze-day holiday. The school was closed from Monday until Thursday. You said that was your birthday present!

Arwen and cast of Star Wars.

Since it was a holiday, after your tuition at Wondermilk, we went to Chili's in One Utama for a special meal.

Arwen and Mama. Thank you Allah.

What we ate.


Monday, October 12, 2015

When you start work

Darling Arwen, when you start working and earning your own money, please remember to do the following.

1-sedekah
2-zakat

No matter how little your starting pay is, these 2 things you must do because niatkan kerana Allah Taala. This will also help menjemput rezeki lagi for you darling. InsyaAllah!

P/s once your salary hit the minimum amount for you to pay income tax - please pay, ok! 

Friday, October 9, 2015

Brandedbutcheap


That was the name of my online store. Bak and I started it in December 2008. Finally after almost 6 and a half years, I decided to put it on a back burner or kind of put it on hold indefinitely but basically what it means is right now I have stopped conducting business online.

I was beginning to feel that I was never fully present in anything that I do. It seemed that I was always rushing and I was not doing the best that I can in everything that I do and I didn't have a proper down time or me time. What made me feel worst was that I could not be present in the moment when I am with you. I mean physically I am always with you but my head and my mind just wasn't there. I may be with you but I was itching to get back to the computer because I had tasks to complete. Then when I am at the computer, I get easily irritated whenever you need me because I had to stop and my concentration is interrupted and then when I had attended to you, I had to change mode back to the business woman and then I had to stop again to become the cleaner, the cook, the teacher, the driver, the nanny and of course the mother. It is just terrible to balance this act on my own. I don't even have time to play with you.  

 I thought what is the point. I should feel like this if I work outside the home, if I were to work in an office away from home but here I am working at home and still feeling super stretched and unavailable emotionally.I have been slowly pulling away and doing less on the business but that is unfair to the customers and clients who has their stuff on consignment with me. So by the end of your standard 3 year, I have officially terminated all consignments and stopped selling online. Now 10 months down the road, I feel a whole lot better.

It is not easy being a stay at home mom. It is wonderful but not easy, unless maybe you are so rich that you can hire a maid, a nanny, a driver, a cook, a teacher and god knows what else a mom does. I'm too tired to list it all down. It is a lot of work. People used to call stay-at -home moms - ladies of leisure. Right now I think my title should be lady of manual labour. I also detest the term housewife but that is what society has come up with. I think I should be given the designation work-at-home mom because seriously I do work. At home. All the time. Seriously. Don't believe me dear society? Try it. I dare you. 

Sunday, September 20, 2015

Kembara Sejarah - Melaka School Trip 18 Sept 2015





What a day it was! You went on a school trip to Melaka and of course since I was a worried mommy; I managed to accompany you on the trip. Well, on the pre-text that I was there to assist your teachers of course. There were other mommies on the trip as well.

You had fun. I got to worry over 113 kids and was exhausted by the end of the trip but it was all worthwhile and I was glad I went along and that you got the experience since next year you will be in the Cyberjaya school.

There were 113 kids, 5 teachers and 5 mommies. We left home at 6.40am for school and the buses left the school at about 9.30am and returned to scholl grounds at 12.45am!!

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Craft My Day! - How to Make a Tortoise

7 July 2010


Once upon a time, you were able to memorise all the Disney Channel's Craft My Day segments from the dialogue up to the intonation of the person saying them.





This was the turtle we made. It's lost one leg and its green colour as this picture was taken on 16/9/15 - 5 years after we made it.

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

Don't be a gorilla Mama!

Lately, I get easily upset when I drive just because some people's driving just drive me crazy and there are too many cars on the road, then there is the heavy traffic and the construction work and the tight roads and the ever MPV and SUVs keep getting bigger while the roads get smaller!!

So you always say..It's ok Mama, don't be a gorilla.

Most times I feel like this when I drive.

I don't want to smash but I do get angry like the Hulk hahaha

Monday, September 14, 2015

Can you take me away?

Away to somewhere where no one else is pregnant...
I read a book...someone's pregnant
I watch TV...someone's pregnant..on every other show that i watch
I open instagram...someone's pregnant
Facebook!! Pregnant!  Babies!
A friend calls me out of the blue and..she's pregnant for the 4th time!!!
My husband goes on training..someone tells him that their wife is pregnant!
My stray cat at the back alley is pregnant! for the umpteenth time!
When I go to the mall, everywhere I turn all I see are baby bumps, baby bumps, baby bumps!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's very hard to accept and redha that I can't get pregnant when the universe is practically rubbing it in my face.
So please, can you take me away??

Penned by
Irrational Ti;
the rational Ti will try to be back soon...



Friday, September 11, 2015

Mama is a squishy

Oh my gosh - I just read this today. Signs that you breastfeed your baby. The squishy part is the one that fits you and me the best hahaaa. Maybe that's why you love squishes now.

18 Signs you Breastfeed Your Baby

I hope the link will still be available in the future. It's so funny. Most of the items in the list is true for me especially no 13 but not numbers 15 and 16. Numbers 10 to 12 are also not true for me. Number 4 didn't happen to me either, so for that I was fortunate and thankful.


Sunday, September 6, 2015

New house visit

On 4/9/15 we went to visit our new house. We have yet to receive the house keys. I can't wait!






Thursday, September 3, 2015

Exercise


I. Dont. Like. To. Exercise. But i know i have to at least exercise to keep fitand  healthy. I promised Bak that I will exercise and be positive about everything that goes on in my life.

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

Cleo on a leash



Cleo is the first cat I ever put on a leash. Sorry Cleo, we just want to keep you safe.

Beautiful Tok Mak





Arwah Tok Mak was so beautiful. Simply gorgeous. She had style and grace which I apparently did not inherit. Well maybe you did inherit that part of her Wen.

11 Aug 2010. You were almost 5 years old.

9 August 2015 - Almost 10 years old.

This was on my wedding day when I was the most beautiful that I have ever been in my entire life.

Thursday, August 27, 2015

Cat grass


We bought cat grass seeds from the pet shop and grew this for Cleo.

Saturday, August 22, 2015

Bak starts new job at Maybank


Bak started work at Maybank on 6 August 2105 after 9 years in Amanie. It was time for a new horizon for him and for us too. I pray that he will do well here and dimurahkan lagi rezeki for all of us. He was in Melbourne from 15 to 22 August 2015. An overseas trip immediately after he joined Maybank! This time we could not follow him. Maybe next time! InsyaAllah!

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Not pregnant today

Read this after you are married Wen ok? Your Bak and I, we really want another child but as fate should have it after my miscarriage 5 years ago, we can't seem to get pregnant. I have on some level convinced myself logically that it is better that we don't have another child but the heart and the body just won't follow.

Saturday, August 15, 2015

Swimming with the Cousins

15 August 2015





This was the last Saturday before Kakak Kalia goes back to San Francisco to study. The cousins swim at Mak Teh's house as well as celebrate the last weekend of Syawal.

Sunday, August 9, 2015

Purradise Cat Cafe TTDI









Arwen with Luna

Arwen with Brie


Hiro is so manja!
Sunday 9 August 2015 - Visited the Purradise Cat Cafe in Taman Tun.

Wednesday, August 5, 2015

Pullman Getaway - destress for Bak

2 - 4th August (Sunday to Tuesday) Bak decided that we should getaway just before he starts work in Maybank. So you got to ponteng school for 2 days! We left Abang Alip's weeding reception in Puncak Alam and came straight here. We even ordered room service for dinner!! So no pictures on check in day because we were just tired and wanted to rest and sleep.

3 Aug - Breakfast buffet at 7 am!

Trying out an option in Picsart

Bak being funny haha



Swim in the morning.

Went to Mitsui Outlet Park for lunch and window shopping.

Swim in the evening. Bak went for the complimentary spa massage.

Dinner at B's



Mama and Arwen played scrabble for the first time together.

4 Aug - Breakfast

Jalan-jalan after breakfast


Mama's turn for the complimentary spa massage.
After my spa massage - which was just heavenly, we checked out and went to Mitsui Outlet Park again to meet up with Mak Long and Abang Iwan to jalan2. I forgot to take a picture of us!